I am feeling the changes in myself as in the past few days I have been noticing great amount of changes in my behavior. I have started becoming more authentic. The book by John Bradshaw 'Healing the Shame that Binds you' has really helped me understanding the problem that I had been into at the deepest core of my personality.
This is the time of transition. I am taking baby steps (and how long it took to start taking these steps). Sometimes I feel down, low and disappointed when the things don't seem to work out. But I know it's time when the things will start falling into place by themselves. Every encounter brings a new learning and I have to be relaxed and cool, using every opportunity to learn something, without fearing the failure.
I have not started the approaching part yet. I have reasons for this but I believe it's more of a procrastination. Although I am going to do it soon and it will be probably the greatest relief of my life.
Right now I am a little confused but it's time when things will fall into place.
-Eagle.
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