Enlightment

The recent and GREATEST discovery of my life:

I have been able to discover the answer to the question that has eluded me for a long time:

Why do I fall again & again in the clasps of so called 'love', inspite of knowing all the pains that are associated with it?

Recently I had went back to my col where I met the woman I claim to have loved the most in my life. And while I was returning back, sitting in a car whose driver was generous enough to give me a lift all the way back to my city and almost sleeping, suddenly the answer flashed in my mind. I literally opened my eyes in amazement. I had found the answer to the question which would give me instant control of my life. The jolt was moving, I literally found myself having tears in my eyes, something that hadn't happen for years no matter how hard I tried to move myself into anything.

It was a blessed moment, really. Atleast for me it definately was.

Unconsciously (and all nasty things happen unconsciously), I have always been trying to find somebody on whom I can depend. It was never about sex as it seemed it was. The core problem had been the 'need to depend, to draw love and affection and to seek attention and approval.' No doubt success has eluded me so far.

Not only this, I have found that I am attracted to a woman with a typical physical qualities. I am literally amazed and astounded by the ability of my subconscious mind to find what it feels can provide me security. It's magnificent. When I will use it for my good consciously I can smell the wonders that are about to come my way.

Men are unconsciously attracted towards women who resemble their mothers, in all contexts. The whole life they go finding a woman exactly like that and actually ruin their life. Everyone is unique. This is the core of all problems.

Good luck to me!

-Eagle.